This is what comes from the heart, this is her blog, because my love is something else completely.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
so today i woke up and was just as pissed off as yesterday but i still got my ass out of bed and went to that god forsaken hell hole my parents refer to as their church.
everytime i said I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED
my mom would pry even more so i ended up being unbelievably pissed yet i sat through church. then they played this video about a woman who got raped and she literally said “i accepted it was my fault then gave it up to god.” which made me roll my eyes and go “ITS NOT THE WOMANS FAULT LIKE WOW THIS VIDEO IS INVALID”
and then my mom bucked on me in front of everyone.
so i walked out of church and across the street fully intent on walking home~~which is still an option because i refuse to go to some god damn church picnic.
then my dad texted me and told me to go to his office at the church so here i am SITTING AND NOT GIVING A FUCK SO HARD.
i’m sick of being sixteen and mentally 20. get me out of this hell.
I was brought up and told that when ever a woman is raped it is HER FAULT because there was SOMETHING she could have done to prevented it. WHAT UTTER BULLSHIT!!
And I also fought the maturity of my mind when I was so young. It never stops, your body never catches up to how mentally prepared you are for the world.
